Engagement Jitters

I have been engaged for precisely one week now and it has just started to set in. I have moments of intense joy and otherwise giddiness... followed by moments of fear, anxiety, and the urge to scream "What the hell have I gotten myself into?" I have been assured by my BFF that these moments will pass... I'm just not sure which moments she is referring to.

While the wedding is still over a year away (one year and 6 days to be exact), my future husband and I have booked the church and reception hall and have chosen a color scheme. (Important note: I say we have chosen a color scheme, but that is very likely to change as I am quite simply the most indecisive person in the world, having changed colleges and majors four times. FH is extremely lucky that he proposed in front of a very large crowd thus ensuring a "yes!" answer) The colors, for the time being, are yellow, black and white, playing off my nickname as the Queen Bee (and no, not what you are thinking.)

If you are reading this far, you are very brave indeed. I chose to chronicle my life as a Bride-to-be with the potential of becoming a Bridezilla-from the sheer stress of having to make so many decisions (see important above) in a short amount of time-for the amusement and sympathy of complete strangers. Let the planning begin!